Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Ending self-torture

Living with anxiety is self-torture. We constantly worry, check ourselves, and obsess over some things and, eventually, everything. Well, I'm getting out of the business of this self-torture. I've tired of abusing my mind with these endless thoughts and worries.

Of course, it's not as easy as saying "That's enough!" and Poof! anxiety disappears. But I think resetting our attitude toward ourselves and our mental health is part of our recovery. This hasn't been easy for me, to accept the unknown and the supposed risks. But I have to do it to get better.

This means just doing what I have to do and dealing with the anxiety without letting it overwhelm me. This is scary, and it's difficult. But it's the only real path to recovery I see. Giving these thoughts any more credibility won't help.

4 comments:

Blogger with Ocd said...

You are absolutely right. Giving our thoughts credibility is self-defeating, because each time they recur they increase in strength. I wish you luck!

www.itsmewithocd.blogspot.com

Blogger with Ocd said...

I forgot--What were you doing the other day that you "normally would avoid?"

Anyway, that's great! Good for you!

Robert said...

Good positive attitude! It's bound to get results!

Doug said...

Thanks for the support! I can't recall what I did that I normally would avoid. I guess in the end it wasn't important, and maybe that's the point :)